SPQ days out!

February 24th 2014

SPQ. S* Pumb Queen. You can define the S* part as you wish. If you love us, you can fill it with Strawberry, Special, Sisters, Star, Shiny or whatever. If you hate us you can fill it with S*ck, Silly or something like that. SPQ is a name for my lovely "girl gank" sinca senior high school. Thx God we are still contact each others even we have our own business in college, so... now when we were all graduated and had our own work, we still meet up when we have time. My SPQ consist of Me, Bella, Ariya and Anna ( Mommy). Bella and Ariya work in Jakarta. I had some occasion on Monday, so we decided to meet up on Sunday. I arrived at Bella's boardinghouse on Sunday morning by train. (this was my first time took a journey by train to Jakarta kekeke). We were so happy since that was the first time we gathered together as SPQ in Jakarta. Minus Mommy of course :( she still had campuss affairs that time :( 

We decided to go to Grand Indonesia. While waiting for Ariya, Bella and Me got this couple bracelet. Love it!

Ariya was coming to town! She was from Bogor , met her boyfriend (?) :p

We were all hungry, so we decided to go to Marche. A restaurant which take a concept from Swiss traditional food market. The way we ordered was moving from one booth to another and took our own meals and drinks. Obvously we took our selfie to kill time waiting these foods :)

Galeri Indonesia Kaya was the next place to go. Once again, obviously, we took alot of photos!

Virtual Gamelan. Its so meee Its so my major. This Galeri using a lot of AR (Augmented Reality) to introduce Indonesian culture to the young generation. Very nice try, I think.

Excuse my weird pose, please...

What a day, after some shopping and window shopping, we had our yoghurt shake and then... went home. I had an important occasion the next day, and my two girls need to work. Thx for accompany me all this time my SPQ! :*

An old-new friend.

February 14th 2014

Where did you celebrate your valentine day? With whom? Me? Even I'm single, I know where must I go, and with whom I must go. :D I have a bestfriend in college named Iqbal, he's from Palembang. His girlfriend studied Dentistry at UNSRI Palembang. Soooo... they had such a long distance relationship. And Wina, sometimes did a monitoring system through me :p After that long distance bestfriendship, finally I could meet her in this beautiful valentine day. First, I'm affraid that we will be awkward since we never met each other before, we just chatting and talking bout anything via whatsapp, bbm , or line. But, when I met her, everything going smooth. She is such a cheerfull and easy going person, we can get along very well though that was the first time we met.Wine came with her two bestfriends, Sonya and Icha. Just like Wina, they are very humble and easy going too. We had our dinner at The Hill resto, did karaoke at Inul Vista and visit Lawang Sewu to fulfill their curiosity. Very nice to meet you girls! See you when I see you, mates!

Farewell.

February 6th 2014

After such a happy graduation, we must face a fact of fareweel euforia. Some of us try our luck in some company. Some of us decided to back to our motherland. Once again, I mention PSMT (Paduan Suara Mahasiswa Teknik) in this blog. Me and Lydong decided to treat some of PSMT batch 09 and held farewell moment. It was actually farewell party for Lydong. (I'm still in Semarang - til now). We were so sad, it just a feeling that we eill be apart from our family member. With them, I could laugh as much as I want. We can share our same hobby at singing and synchronize it in one choir. There was different feeling when we were singing together. The feeling of love you found in your home. For the previous with them I always happy, except that moment, farewell.

How sweet my band is!

February 10th 2014

Before graduation, me and my band , WeLoveMonday, have record our new song titled "Go For It". After Recording, while waiting the music engineer finish editing, I was kepo-ing UP instagram account. With their curiousity my member did a sneak peek and ask me which shoes I like most. Fluently, I mention all the shoes I want. keke. and.... at February 10th, after tiring work that day, I arrived at my boarding room, shocked by a package which said "Cheer Up! Your shoes have arrived!". I was really happy that time. I opened it carefully and found flowery shoes inside. Yes, my lovely band gave it to me as a late graduation gift. wohoooo, first thing in mind was wore it and post it to my instagram account. Remember that I must say thanks, so I tag and mention them at these photos. Thanks Arkie, Bambang, Jeki. I love monday and I love WeLoveMonday!

Oh My Graduation! (university-graduation) #latepost

January 30th 2014

University Garduation was held two days after faculty graduation. Somehow sad because my Dad couldn't accompany me and Mom that time. He had some meeting that he couldn't left. I worried if I couldn't have memories as a picture as much as iI had in faculty graduation. xoxo. But, thx God my uncle cancelled his class and decided to accompany me and Mom, So he made these photos.

Wearing this "ling-ling" for this graduation :p

Beloved uncle who taught me a lot bout mathematics. Om BBS.

With Nanda and Lydong. The most rempong girl in PSMT. Also my partner for faculty graduation quartet (minus gita). I really love them and obviously gonna miss them, a lot!

Me and the crowd.

Me profile. You can find what I fought for the previous years.

Especially given for my Mom.

Edith, greatest singer and conductor at PSMT. She gave me flower and a bar of chocholate from her and David ( ex-PSMT Leader), he couldn't came because of his work. Thx guys, I love you!

Computer Enginerring Mates, they were really kind and warm hearted friends. I love you Hayu and Kak Yos!

Accidentaly met these beautiful girl, Annis and Melo.

After party lunch at SimSix.

Bonus Picture, Mom with her toga! haha. x,x

Oh My Graduation! (latepost)

January 30th 2014

I really jet lag right now. Last monday and yesterday I surrounded by the euforia of graduation, happiness with my family, a lot of friends come to congratulate me and gave some gift, took a lot of photo, enjoy every moment, I love this moment... but right now, I'm sitting alone in my desk, in front of my computer in this small office, surounded by the voice of DOTA game and the rhythm some officer made from their keyboard and mouse.

Yes God, this is the reality, I'm gonna face this work day by day without thinking about my skripsweet and campuss-affairs anymore, and I thank God for that. I also can manage my online shop more after this. Once more, thx God for this ending, it really a beautiful ending. And this ending is too beautiful for it not to be shared.

I sang in my graduation. Yes, this was my last perform as university student. So happy that me, lydia , nanda, and gita can Join a quartet for this graduation. I took the solo part for the first bait for "Mengejar Matahari" and "Hebat" songs. The bait just touch my heart since you can hear me sing like his 

"Disini ada satu kisah, cerita tentang anak manusia.

Menantang hidup bersama. Mencoba menggali makna cinta."

Those lyric really reflect my college life for four years. I learn a lot, learn about life and love.

While singing, I gave a bouquet of flower to Bapak Dekan and then the applause came along. Such an honour.

Thx Dad for such a beautiful memories you took from your camera.

I asked my Daddy to take a photo of me here. Why? This stage was the stage I love. The stage that I used to perform with PSMT (Paduan Suara Mahasiswa Teknik), for another people graduation.

Once, I refused Dad for taking a photo here. But Daddy told me, "This is your almamater."

A friend of mine.

Finally, my Daddy came out on photo! Yeay! xoxo

Got those cuttie cupcakes from my twins. (people told me)

Got beautiful mug from PMK FT.

Couple necklace with sister.

The bridge I used to pass for going to college.

Daddy love candid. Excuse my ugly face. ughhh.

Daddy failed to candid.

My fave lecturer while the other kids not really into him. hehe.

Who was the person that request us to put our hands up? Yes, my Dad.

Lovely hair done by Mas Tofa.

Thx God.

Graduation gift :)

Computer System Engineering Diponegoro University, batch 2009, January Period.

Arus

Kudapati dada ini bergetar,

Satu, dua kali....masih ada ragu.

Tiga, empat kali...aku mulai yakin.

Lima, enam kali...getaran apa ini Tuhan?

Getaran itu akhirnya merambat ke seluruh tubuhku.

Menelanjangiku tanpa ada nafsu.

Mempermainkanku tanpa rasa malu.

Merenggut perasaanku tanpa merasa terbelenggu.

Jika bisa kau baca pikiranku, kali ini aku sangat marah.

Kenapa getaran ini justru mengalir pada kawat yang salah.

Kawat pancing dengan umpan yang terlihat ramah.

Namun kemudian melepaskan hasil pancingnya dan meninggalkan darah.

Sederhana, lebih baik getaran itu mengalir pada kumparan trafo.

Kumparan primer dan sekunder yang saling menginduksi.

Terpisah secara elektris namun berhubungan secara magnetis.

Mengalirkan arus yang membangkitkan tegangan.

Enjoy every Process

hey hey my lovely blog! finally catch you again after this whole time. hihi.

kalo ditanya lagi sibuka apa tentunya dan pastinya lagi sibuk skripsi sambil kerja. jangan dibalik urutannya, karean itulah kenyataannya. padahal yang pertama itulah yang seharusnya. hufft. ternyata menjalani dua kegiatan yang sama-sama memiliki tanggung jawab besar itu nggak semudah mengiyakan pada awalnya. untungnya aku punya kedua orang tua yang begitu pengertian. mereka tidak menuntut lulus cepat atau apalah itu, justru aku selalu diingatkan untuk selalu menjalani keduanya tanpa harus merasa stress dan tertekan.padahal nggak dipungkiri stress juga melihat foto-foto bertoga dan berkebaya bertebaran, melihat update an temen-temen yang udah mulai cari kain untuk bikin kebaya..... :')

namun dibalik semua itu aku selalu yakin setiap orang memiliki jalan dan waktunya masing-masing. bahkan disaat menulis ini, sebenarnya aku sedang menghadapi "sedikit kebuntuan" atau mungkin "hambatan" dalam menyelesaikan karya besarku. dan besok pukul 05.00 aku sudah harus berangkat kembali ke semarang. tapi aku tidak akan menyia-nyiakan mood menulisku ini. siapa tau nanti, tulisanku ini membuatkau menangis terharu ketika aku sudah berhasil menyelesaikan karyaku itu. amiiin.

nggak sengaja juga, di tengah malam begini, melihat update an beberapa teman di social media. bukan, bukan mereka yang sudah membicarakan toga ataupun kebaya. tapi mereka itu adalah teman-teman yang layak bersyukur. mereka bahkan mungkin tidak harus merasa stress atau tertekan akan masa depan mereka. ketika mimpi-mimpiku begitu terasa membutuhkan begitu banyak usaha untuk diwujudkan, mereka tidak perlu berusaha sekeras itu. karena sesuatu yang menjadi mimpi bagiku, mungkin bukan mimpi bagi mereka.

bukan kali ini saja aku merasa berbeda, merasa membutuhkan beberapa effort tambahan untuk bertahan, tapi aku selalu mensyukuri ini semua, selain karena aku masih melihat banyak lagi yang harus berusaha lebih dari pada usahaku, sesungguhnya Tuhan maha adil, semua manusia diciptakan sama walaupun di mata manusia jauh berbda. tapi harus diingat, Tuhan Melihat semuanya sama. tidak perlu merasa paling tinggi atau lebih rendah dari sesamamu. semua sama.

di setiap proses yang aku lalui, baik atau buruknya, aku tidak pernah menyesalinya. karean setiap proses yang aku lalui selalu menjadikan diri ini lebih baik. jika melihat ke belakang, banyak sekali kesalahan yang aku lakukan, ujian hidup silih berganti. terkadang sisi manusiaku tidak mengelak masih belum bisa memaafkan diriku sendiri. tapi di sisi lain aku selalu bersyukur telah melewati ini semua. setidaknya ini akan menjadi pelajaran baik bagi diriku sendiri maupun orang lain. terkadang aku merasa beruntung dalam mengalami berbgai ujian hidup, dan disaat mengingatnya aku selalu berfikir : "Jangan sampai adikku nanti melakukan / mendapat ujian itu" atau "Jangan sampai anakku nanti seperti ini".

mungkin aku tidak cukup pintar untuk mengajari orang lain, tapi Tuhan hebat. Dia berikan aku berbgai pengalaman hidup yang bisa aku gunakan sebagai bahan ajarku dalam kuliah lisanku. aku selalu ingin berbagi hal-hal yang aku alami kepada orang lain, agar mereka terhindar dari kesalahan yang sama. entah apa jadinya aku nanti dan melalui apa aku berbagi semua ini, yang pasti masa mudaku terlalu indah untuk tidak dibagikan kepada orang lain.

dan segala proses yang aku lalui sekarang, aku menikmatinya langkah demi langkah. meresapi setiap jaaln lurus dan beberapa belokan yang terkadang muncul, dan kemudian mengembalikanku ke jalan lurus berikutnya. termasuk prosesku dalam menyelesaikan karya besarku ini. lets see the result, hihi. :))